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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

I am officially the grandmother of 4!

the logic is this...my hammy is my baby...and she's got 4 babies of her own....doesn't tt make me a granny..? :þ haha...

Pics i took juz now...the 2nd day!

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this pic makes them look like worms rite? scary...

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this is more normal...but still...they definitely will look so much better in a few wks' time...wif their eyes open and their fur... will be so cute... :þ

Mood: Eager...

What my handwriting tells u abt me...

NQ asked her frens to try this test in her blog...so i juz try try la...is it true?

The results of your analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
--> I am as shallow as NQ! haha...

You are a social person who likes to talk and meet others.
--> Am I? Well...i guess i like to meet people but TALK? I dun really tink i am the most takative person i know... :þ

You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
--> affectionate, checked. Passionate, checked. Expressive, checked. Future? what future?

You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
--> OH NO!! i am not talkative...frens, say something in my defence!!! busybody, yes. KPO, yes...but no la, i am not talkative....

You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.
--> No comments... :þ

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

My baby is having her own babies!!!

I have hamsters...not many ppl knows...but anywayz....one of them juz gave birth to her babies this morning!!! 4 of them...so cute... looks like little worms actually...wif legs... not really hamsters.. haha...

Sharing the pic wif u guys... hammy babies at day 01!

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Monday, December 26, 2005

Simple Xmas Eve...tt ended wif a bang!

This is the first Xmas that me and my bf are celebrating together....i mean...well...we had celebrated together before but not as a couple la... we were frens for a couple of yrs before getting together...

Was a simple one..I am feeling rather lazy recently...always preferring to nuaz at home or sleep..etc... did managed to get out of house for a simple dinner at harbourfront ctr at ard 7plus pm... there wasn't much to do after dinner though... haha...

had went thr so we cld stay late and watch the fireworks at 12mn...BUT we weren't even sure if there were going to be... haha... anywayz...we left the plc abt 9plus...haha...cuz there weren't anything ELSE to do...all the shops are closing...and we can't juz sit ard nowhr, doing nothing, can we?

so we hopped onto a bus and travelled home... started as an uneventful ride..but we started playing wif our digicam! haha... took a couple of crazy pics... we almost din wanna end the ride...though we had reached the interchange! haha... here's the pics to share some laughter... :þ

Juz a note..we din tell each other wat each of us were going to do....here's the result... :þ And BTW....I tot i look SO GOOD in the first one! haha...

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First one...always normal...
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Then we decided to be piggies...
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hey...tt's boring...bring on some wacky expressions!
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How's this shocked and attitude combi?
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Or is typical GAN look and Sultry kitten better?
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Here's bugs bunny and the ghost wif no features...
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"Help! I'm bloated!!"..... "ARE WE DONE OREDI?"
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"Pls Pls...a few more LAAAAHHHH!"..... "Ok Ok...I act kawaii desu ne!"

So how's the pics...? quite a blast, isn't it! hahaha...

Anywayz...when we got back to my plc, we cuddled in bed for a re-run of ocean eleven...felt like wat an old couple wld do, doesn't it? AND it's only our 1st Xmas together.... OMG!!! hahaha...

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

The sky always clears...

for those who are concerned after reading my previous entries...thanks!! i am fine again...

well..i tink ppl juz have weird mood swings sometimes... :þ

Sunday, December 11, 2005

fair weather...

perhaps...only bad times can test whether ppl r really concerned abt u....

am seriously unhappy... :( sigh....

2nd tots...

in spite of flowers and all..

i sometimes wonder if i am ready to settle down...and i wonder if my bf's the one...

maybe i'm tinking too much... but i dun feel good when i hv doubts like tt...

have i blogged abt this before? i'm not sure...

maybe i was too caught up wif all the wedding preps of many frens tt i had tot of getting married myself...maybe i need more time...to really consider..and decide...

and oddly...i sometimes tot of how nice it is to be single again... :(

Mood: troubled and confused.

Friday, December 09, 2005

Juz got a surprise!


received a gift from my bf! sent from the florist...

he's so sneaky!!! beautiful flowers...and got a pink bear...and some chocolates...

he knows i dun like chocolate...so prob the chocolate's for him! haha..if i cld post pics of it, will do later... dun hv my digital cam wif me in office... grrr...

alrite...gg back to admiring my gift...

*basking in happiness*

Update on 13th Dec: Juz took pics and posting.. the pink bear is quite cute...looks like it's smiling...

A different seducer on duty today...

hmm...i tried that seducer test again today...and got a different result...

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.


Quite interesting...anywayz...nm la...the bottomline juz implies that i am gd at the game of seduction... :þ

Thursday, December 08, 2005

I live only in your fantasy...Dream on.. ;)

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable. Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life. By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.

No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

Note: i tink the last part is quite true...i find it difficult to find my own version of dream lover...
Mood: *thoughtful*

Afterthought:

I tink i have changed so much over the years. Though i agree that i used to be the savvy shape shifter tt the analysis described me as, i seldom behave tt way anymore. i tink i still hv the inclination to shape shift (i tink it's cuz i tend to wan ppl to like me in general, and wan to pls everyone), but i resist the temptation to go overboard! Cuz i have had enuff troubles wif guys liao... somehow shape shifters get the attention of many guys, ya? And since i can choose to become everyone and anyone's fantasy lover, i always had too many dates, too little time .. haha...*yeah rite* enuff of nonsense...

Though i do rem a couple of guys who escape my evil claws...perhaps i cldn't decipher their fantasy or they cldn't communicate tt to me...OR they were afriad of their own fantasy lover! hahaha....opps... OK, OK...i am starting to tink TOO highly of myself... *zipped*

Anywayz nowadays i dun need so many guys around me lor...juz need the admiration of one guy enuff liao! *toothy grin*

Anyone interested to buy ME?

On average I would sell out at

$1,062,105

Personality by Birthdate

Hey...check this out... I tink it's rather true tt i am restless... Y do ppl get frustrated by MY great potential...? and do i really disappear when ppl get attached to me? *pooff*

My birthdate: 21st

You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature.Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas.People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life.You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone.
Your strength: Your thirst for adventure
Your weakness: Not taking time for slow pleasures
Your power color: Hot pink
Your power symbol: Figure eight
Your power month: March



and this is the one for my bf... i tink inner peace is good.... *in yoga pose: omh*

Bf's birthdate: 11th
Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm.Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche.Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done.
Your strength: Your inner peace
Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds
Your power color: Emerald
Your power symbol: Leaf
Your power month: November

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

now that it's over...

alrite...had my first major jap exams last Sunday.. at a v v ULU place...Changi..and near industrial area somemore... only got 2 ulu buses... but i took cab both ways in the end...so doesn't bother me.

Was supposed to meet a fren who was going to give me a ride, actually his bro-in-law was supposed to give us and the sister, his wife, a ride to the exams venue... but turn out, VERY FUNNY, the sister was supposed to take the exams at another venue.. both the siblings knew their own venue AND assumed that the other was at the same place... "A lesson to be REMEMBERED! Never Ever Assume!!!" *nudges DW*

Anywayz, they found out tt they were going to different plcs like 1 hr before the exams time! haha..plans were immediately changed and in the end, we had to book a cab to take us to the venue. *sidenote: the cab booking ctr actually knew whr we were gg! haha...he said tt EVERYONE was gg thr!! I was so amazed!* he was totally apologetic and panicky at the same time, which was quite a funny sight... but i tink he's a real sweet guy, i was having a flu and i asked him to help em get tissues..and he did...i tink tt's real sweet...So we got thr in time, quite early still... and cuz we were taking diff lvls, went to our respective classrooms...and waited for the exams to start.

there were 3 parts to the exams: vocab, listening and grammar/comprehension. those to do wif writing, i'm quite ok...but listening is BIG BIG headache! haha... the vocab section went by rather smoothly, i dun tink i got ALL the answers but prob can pass. *20mins break* And comes my nitemare: listening section. i had never heard the JLPT exams tape before, so seriously i dinno wat to expect. haha..but one thing for sure, as i hv had 2 internal exams before, the ppl toking on the tape always tok real fast and half the time, thr wld be millions od question marks forming above my head! haha...like cartoon/ stephen chow's shows... haha...AND as expected...the ppl on the tape e-e-ya-ya alot and though i catch some words..most of the time, i dun..so i was testing my luck during this part of the exams! and worse part was, the tape was only played ONCE...how bad can it get...haha... *20mins break* the last section was alrite oso...still dunno all the answers, but cfm can pass.

i wld need an overall 60% to pass, so hopefully my vocab and grammar sections can help to pull up the %! :þ

When the exams was over, i tot my nitemare has ended...in fact it had juz began! there were at least 1.5k ppl thr taking the exams...and everyone was rushing to get home asap! there was only 2 bus services tt ply tt area, 2 and 37. Of which, i only know tt bus 2 goes to tanah merah mrt cuz the exams organiser told us tt! i am totally lost in east side...and esp since it was ULU brid-oso-dun-lay-eggs Changi, i'm totally completely entirely utterly lost! and even though i was among the first batch of ppl who came out of the venue, i cldn't fit onto the first double-decked bus tt came along...and as more ppl filtered out of the venue...i lost hope...by then, the 1 lane 2-way road outside the skool was totally jammed as well! i decided to call cab for the 2nd time in a single day... i'm not the kind who normally need to call a cab. haha...those who know me and took cab wif me fr my house before will know. at my house, if i dun see an empty cab coming my way when i reach the roadside, i wld oredi complain tt the wait for a cab is SO long tt day! the fact is, there is abundance of them in my area...i'm juz totally spoilt in this aspect! :)

So i got to expo real fast, leaving the mad crowd...luckily changi and expo isn't tt far apart... and i started my christmas shopping at john little sale, bought presents for all the little rascals at home... was dead tired when i got home...and was thankful i was finally home...

so tt was the part abt the exams...

past few days were uneventful....oh oh..not really... i had a gathering wif my pri skool clasmates on tue nite. was v enjoyable...we had this fren who hvn't joined us for 11 yrs, join us again! it was amazing! haha...and she was great...sharing wif us things tt had happened in the years before oso...i was glad we still cld tok so much even after such a long time! we oredi made a verbal promise to meet up again soon and not a yr later...but maybe juz the girls.. :) guys can hinder more intimate topics...haha...

shall tok more abt this fren tml or smtg.... now my neck hurts and i reckon it's cuz i hvn't had enuff rest for quite long....been torturing myself, staying up late into the nite...deprieving myself of previous beauty sleep...i look all old and haggard..... :'(

hitting the sack NOW! *nitez*

Friday, December 02, 2005

I'm obsessed!

Oh no...i was so consumed by my JLPT exams prep tt i forgot NQ's bday...!??!?!

HOW? HOW! HOW? HOW! :(

Sorry k... dun scold me...dun beat me up!!! hmm...ok....beat xiao xiao li la...not pain pain one hor!

haha...SO ACT CUTE! :þ

anywayz...juz wanna wish my dear old fren a Happy Birthday, bit bit late though...but it's forgivable considering tt i am more than 1/2 yr older than her...old=forgetful ma...HAVE to forgive lor... *teethy grin*

and in jap, 誕生日おめでとうございます! in romanji, tanjoubi omedetou gozaimasu, FYI...

When meet up? i go get some nice nice present for u oso, those earrings u got for me were so classy and nicey....hvn't found the perfect occasion to wear them though!

Let me turn orchard rd upside to find u something equally nice first then meet me ok...and pls pls....after this Sunday though! i got my JLPT exams to tackle first...

Back to my big big headache of the moment...

i tink the best gift i can get now is a dice wif 4 sides, so i can ti gam ti gam at the exams...
haha...all MCQ ma. :þ all MCQ, u tink sub sub water? no hor, cuz need to finish many qns within short time limit...so the challenge is thr...

it's ok, i'm gg for the experience...if i pass, tt's a real bonus! wish me luck k... :)

Afternote: Wld i be VERY cheapskate if i make something for u...? i mean ppl might tink i trying to save money or wat la...but i feel hor...MAKING smtg is even more sincere leh... maybe i crack my brain first...maybe make like 1 set of smtg for u la... i tink i tink first... :)