下周：每天都是快乐天！

Someone’s not around next week...

Everyone’s happy and able to work on the backlog…

Almost in heaven…

Wedding....

it's about 3 months to 13th dec...

so fast... =( i feel so ill prepared and work is still so busy..

and thr's no new apt... =(

everything's abit haphazard...

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Outlets for Stress...

there are many ways...

1) bite the person closest to you

2) msn ur closest fren and bitch

3) go for a walk outdoors...feel the breeze

4) stare out to the sea

5) lie in bed ALL day

6) scream at the top of your voice

7) ....

However...the most unusual way is to discuss with ur colleague... Although it worked for someone today and I'm glad I made her day...

Just a word of caution...before you start bitching...find out if there are motives... HENG i am very nice...hehe.. =þ

In Sync..

I am glad...that we are in sync... I always thought she was brain-washed from the 1st day... since they were always having lunch together... I guess it's more of bo bian then loved to...NOW tt i realised.

I din really tell her much since I was never sure wat can be told and wat can't. 1st, cuz she's really young and green - might not know wat can be said and wat can't be said to different people. 2nd, cuz I'm not sure of the rs between them... btr to be safe than sorry. 3rd, I'm not even that close to her to begin wif anyway...

So it doesn't take very long to know wat a person is like...maybe she suffered more..tt's why. I know I was more shielded by my dear fren who oredi left when I first got in and oso thr was not so much to do as compared to now. The poor girl had to work so hard and so late...and sometimes even brought work home...and worked somemore... Wished she told me earlier so I could help. sigh..

I think 1 thing very funny was how she agreed SO readily to the fact tt the mdm changes her mind everyday and wants things to be changed EVERYDAY! tt shows the mdm has not changed a wee bit. *faintz*

OH...and she agreed wif me tt things wld hv been SO much easier if the mdm was more decisive WHICH I have oredi said a zillion times to so many people. AND I was always trying to make it easier for her by finding out all the info needed AND yet the mdm needs more.... AARRGHH!!! And then she forgets conveniently abt the whole matter...and u got to start ALL over again.... :(

Finally found an ally who shares my thoughts... let's hope she perseveres with me...

Sunday again...then Monday...

Monday again... last week passed by real fast.

partly cuz there were many things going on at work...partly cuz i wasn't in mood to work... :(

Now got lots to clear again...haha...

and i am trying to work on something now... something I have very little clue of how to do... BUDGET...

yes...we were briefed...yes...i studied financial accounting before...and so? haha...

it's funny...i know we need to plan and thus need to work out budget... but really not so easy to get figures juz like that..and then thr's the uncertainty...too difficult...and it's my first... next year will definitely be easier (i.e. if i am still in the current position...) haha...

anyway...juz got to do it la...

next wk... sharon's on leave mon and tue... gonna miss her...

nic's on course, tue and wed...i tink...

SO tue i will be 'alone'.....sorta.... how sad....Heng at the end of the day, thr's facial...my monthly destressor... =)

5th entry

to add to the amusement of some people who is reading my blog now...i'm adding a 5th entry for this morning..

really shows tt i am not in the mood to work today...

some people surf net...

some people chat on their phone...

some people sms...

some people msn...

I blog la... cannot meh? *roll eyes*

happier note!

I know i sound like i have split personality now...

but i have to wish my Lao Po happy birthday! it's her bday today and i'm feeling down... quite sad la... but wat to do... it's hormonal... =(



Happy birthday ya? wishing you a better year ahead... can I borrow some of that oso?



one more picture...


no...i'm not hoping she'll be touched by this post... it's cuz she always laff at this emoticon... so hoping she's laffing now...

happiness is most important... =)

Drinking Habits

I will drink lesser...

- will not drink to keep people company
- will not drink cuz some idiot irritates me

- will drink because of happy occasion
- will drink because I wan to drink

--- SO self centered today ---

And I have a feeling I'm not the only one...

Fear...

need TLC... :(

been feeling rather strange lately.

like u r close and yet not close...to people around you...

and sometimes the closer you get to people...the more you are afriad to express your true opinions in fear of hurting them cuz you know wat can hurt them...

dilemma isn't it?

how to be real and yet be close? maybe it's cuz thr's a fear tt being the real you will make people leave you...

very interesting thoughts today...

Counting Blessings?

sometimes when there are comparisons...people might not feel happy...for eg salary.. wat u dunno won't hurt. when you dunno how much ur colleague earns, you wouldn't be comparing the effort vs salary amt. but when you know...and if you happen to earn lesser AND feel you are doing more..then maybe you will slack after that since you feel you are not adequately compensated...

although the above is not the exact eg of why i suddenly say comparisons breeds unhappiness.. it's a similar feeling.

i know my readers wld be confused by now. it's ok... i tink i'm feeling rather imbalanced today, tt's y i am saying the above oso. it's a hormonal thing. *roll eyes*

so the best way is to count blessings... rather than compare wat others hv it better, see wat you have and be contented.

it's just a bit difficult at the moment... =(