~ Life is waiting ~: October 2007

stressed out...

have been feeling v unhappy lately...tink i been putting alot of stress on myself cuz of the wedding...

does tt happen to many ppl?

tots of whether the person is really the one... can I actually stay wif this person for the rest of my life... it all sounds more and more scary as the date draws closer...

and then thr r the operational issues.... is thr anything tt i hvn't tot of but needs to be done for the wedding... when is it time to meet the wedding coordinator... etc... too many questions and problems....

going mad... tearing my hair off... =(

Wedding...

i dunno y..i am juz v stressed about wedding...

and not sure y everyone i meet anywhere needs to ask me abt my wedding preps....

is there nothing else to say?

i tink i am happier left to do wat i need to do...rather than recount wat i am doing and wat i hvn't done...

tink it's juz me...stressing myself out...tink it's character.

was toking to dewei juz now...and when i was trying to remember wat's left to do for the wedding...i hv the feeling of breathlessness... whereas when toking abt work...no such feeling... is tt strange or wat?

Need help for wedding...

Haha... the stuff i need help with is rather funny...

I need a volunteer to help me bake 300 cupcakes... anyone confident of that? mini ones would be fine...those tt ppl can finish in 1 mouth is good enuff..

now i'm contemplating of baking them myself...I tot it might be fun...juz tt i'm not sure if I would be too bz near my wedding day...

I could engage someone i guess.. but would be so much more meaningful if a friend could help... Or like 4 friends share the load? haha...

just a tot..

Had tot of getting my sister's friend to help with this, but i think she's not so comfortable with such big events/quantity... normally she does kids bday... i find her v creative and her cakes are quite yummy! these are some of her creations..let me know if you wan her contacts for kids bday cakes!