Dealing with unreasonable people
It must be my condition that has impaired my ability to deal creatively with unreasonable people who happen to feature prominantly in my life...unfortunately against my wishes.
I read that temper can be short due to the constant fatigue and all the raging hormones. Maybe that's why I haven't been as patient as I have for the past 31 years of my life.
At the same time, i wonder why and how some people can survive in this world, existing longer than my 31 yrs, being so unreasonable and inflexible. Did they really meet with such patient and kind people everywhere they go that ensured their survival? Or did they live everyday with a grudge that everywhere people were being unreasonable and unkind to them?
sometimes i pity them...that they have to live with such unhappiness, misery and anger everyday or everytime they think someone wronged them. when perhaps it's the way they view the world that has affected how they perceive actions and reactions of others. If altered eve slightly day by day, the world might brighten up and seem a nicer place to live in...
sometimes I despise them...that they may vent their frustrations on others so easily, transfering their anger and misery to others without a care in the world. The world does not owe them anything.
I know I would never be one of these. although with this current condition, there are some chances that I am behaving somewhat similar. Short fuse, due to fatigue. Mood instability due to hormone changes. Inability to let go of anger as quickly as I used to....
At least my condition isn't permanent...
I read that temper can be short due to the constant fatigue and all the raging hormones. Maybe that's why I haven't been as patient as I have for the past 31 years of my life.
At the same time, i wonder why and how some people can survive in this world, existing longer than my 31 yrs, being so unreasonable and inflexible. Did they really meet with such patient and kind people everywhere they go that ensured their survival? Or did they live everyday with a grudge that everywhere people were being unreasonable and unkind to them?
sometimes i pity them...that they have to live with such unhappiness, misery and anger everyday or everytime they think someone wronged them. when perhaps it's the way they view the world that has affected how they perceive actions and reactions of others. If altered eve slightly day by day, the world might brighten up and seem a nicer place to live in...
sometimes I despise them...that they may vent their frustrations on others so easily, transfering their anger and misery to others without a care in the world. The world does not owe them anything.
I know I would never be one of these. although with this current condition, there are some chances that I am behaving somewhat similar. Short fuse, due to fatigue. Mood instability due to hormone changes. Inability to let go of anger as quickly as I used to....
At least my condition isn't permanent...
