i think i feel so terrible because i can't see the light at the end of the tunnel...

someone is refusing the light...

reading - steps to happiness is to take responsibility of your life and the things that are happening...

i am never one who likes to complain...really...i get sick of my own complaining if i do too much of it...

thus....i must do something to bring back the old me. i need to remove myself from this tunnel...

how to ~

~ pull myself out of this rut?

~ energize myself to face all the challenges?

~ psycho myself to face the fear?

row, row, row your boat

gently down the stream...

merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily

life is but a dream...

there is difference between being open and being a leech....?

being a piece of blank paper in the beginning is fine but just passively waiting for others to fill it up?

take a stand and drive it like it's your baby if it's decided...

half hearted efforts never cut it in any instance...