i think i feel so terrible because i can't see the light at the end of the tunnel...

someone is refusing the light...

reading - steps to happiness is to take responsibility of your life and the things that are happening...

i am never one who likes to complain...really...i get sick of my own complaining if i do too much of it...

thus....i must do something to bring back the old me. i need to remove myself from this tunnel...