生气，就是拿别人的过错来惩罚自己。

This morning i was totally pissed by someone very inconsiderate...nearly exploded...had never felt like exploding before...

Had planned to wake up earlier to wash my hair cuz i was going out after work today...wanna make my hair look better than its usual dead self... One of my sister, 3rd one for those who know i have got 3 sisters in all, had been staying at my plc recently. Because she's also working and wakes up at almost the same time as me, I had told her I would be waking up at ard 7am cuz i need to wash my hair before going to work today... *how i wish i was back to having my own flat to myself...then i didn't hv to inform anyone....* And she said with certainty that it wldn't be a problem since she was going to wake up at 6plus to do her stuff and will go off to work earlier... So i went off to slp after tt...

This morning...ard 7.05am...i got out of bed....and....am i hearing things? Is there someone bathing early in the morning...at 7plus am? Sigh...Haven't I told her exactly wat time i need to use the bathroom...? Well...i tot to myself, anyway I have to brush teeth and cleanse face first...so will do those first...and hope she'll be out by the time i finish... While i was brushing and all...i cld hear that she wasn't done yet...tink i heard clicking sounds of opening and closing bottle caps..not juz 1...and when i was done brushing and washing...at least 10 mins later...She's still inside...

I was getting impatient...I had oredi told her tt i need the bathroom wat. So i asked her in a very irritated tone "Are you done?" She kept quiet. *I tink i'm too nice* Tinking that maybe she din hear..and deciding to juz give her abit more time, i went off to my room to see if thr's anything else i cld do first before bathing... i was choosing clothes to wear but mindful of the time... it was getting late... *for those who know me, i take company transport and these people do not wait for anyone, if i missed it, i would definitely hv to take a cab, or else i'll be late....* I cldn't concentrate on the clothes...by then i was fuming..it was nearly 7.20am when i went to ask her again...if she's done.... And guess wat i heard? She said she was finishing LAH and y my tone so rude...tok to her like tt.... WTH!!! If i do swear....i wld hv done tt thr and then!

Now now...who's occupying the bathroom when you know someone else needs it? Who's keeping quiet when asked a question? Who's screaming out at the innocent victim involved in the above incident...? Now...tell me who's ruder...? if i am supposed to be rude... @#$#%#$%#

There i was...cldn't take it anymore....started screaming at the bathroom door as well....tt i had oredi told her i needed to use the bathroom....that i take the company transport...that if i'm late, i need to take cab....is she gg to pay? At least those were facts... I din catch anything she screamed...but dun tink they made any sense....cuz she's obviously in the wrong...and so damn inconsiderate... Then i went back to my room to cool down while she was still screaming out there. i cldn't be bothered. i had more impt things to tink abt, like how am i gg to get my bath and subsequently get to my transport in time... Then i decided to get my stuff out from the bathroom that she's using and use another bathroom in my house. I asked her to pass me my stuff....then she told her she was finishing.... freaking idiot!

I stormed into the bathroom after she came out...din even feel like looking at her. SO IRRITATED by her...early in the morning.... I was lucky i wasn't late cuz i rushed thru everything else I normally do to prepare for work... But was still mad at her... such behaviour is totally annoying.... who can say it's not?

I mean if i din tell her that i was going to wake up earlier to take a bath but i DEMAND to take over the bathroom the moment i wake up...then i'm in the wrong....

If I had screamed at her the moment i woke up, without giving her some time to realise that 'hey, i tink sister is awake and she needs the bathroom...she told me last nite', then maybe i'm in the wrong...

BUT...*and note that it's a very big BUT* i din do all those things... i told her last nite...i was patient enuff to wait for a while....let her have more time even after she din answer me... and i was screamed at! how idiotic can ppl get...?

Damn mad! In fact, was mad for the whole morning...till i decided to choose to un-mad myself...went to look for this quote i have *used it as the title...* reading it makes me feel slightly better...

Was using it as my msn nick, so that i will see it more... and several people told me they liked it...and copied from me... I'm glad I helped my frens overcome their anger...and of cuz my own as well....

it's true that being angry is actually torturing urself...cuz the stupid idiotic person will never know u were so mad, unless u screamed at him/her but tt might hv helped u let the frustrations out oredi... STILL....we r juz humans...we will get angry first... juz hopefully.....blood pressure won't get too high and blood vessels won't start exploding..... *i can imagine heads popping cuz of anger! So sadistic! :þ*

Actually i was so freaky mad...i really had the feeling i was going to explode... i mean...she was totally in the wrong...and she still has the cheek to scold me for being rude? I shld be nice to her even after all tt she's doing...my god... she's expecting all others to be saint and she's the only devil? pls la... get real..... i tink i was oredi being nice enuff...

I welcome comments....whether it is to present ur views and that u agree i was rude or to blast her wif me.... I cannot stand such irritating freaks who r so idiotically inconsiderate... BAKA desu...!!!