Something's Wrong?

I tink i'm weird...suddenly i'm getting mood swings again...

but mostly the mood is down...wat's wrong?

Feels rather shitty, ya know....to feel down all the time...

and not sure how to lift the mood back up again.... :(


Today had jap class after 2 wks' break, not ez to get back the feel of it...

Oredi, before the break...always chi teh chi teh...now even worse... wat's the point of getting high marks for exams? i can't even speak proper jap.... *demoralised..*


i know i sound SO superstitious... but i tink i read from some feng shui book or heard fr some feng shui thingy tt i shldn't visit the hospital this yr...unless really necessary... and i was at the hospital, visiting a friend who juz gave birth... is tt wat affected my luck/mood...watever...?

i hope not...and i tink i am TOO ban dang... :(

I dun wanna be like tt but who likes feeling down? without even knowing the reason behind the DOWN.. :(

Anyone who knows wat i am toking abt in the above blog...

*salute* I admire u...cuz i myself dunno wat i am toking abt... :( how strange..