Will U Marry Me? *Blush*
Yesterday I had a proposal....NO LAH! haha..at least not yet...haha...
But I thought it might just be the season for proposals wor...cuz i heard two yesterday... one was my JC fren' sista (2 yrs younger than me but bf my age) and the other, my Pri Skool fren's gd fren ( my age)...distant fren... but i still do know her la... more recently for my Pri Skool fren's wedding, we were jie meis together... ;)
Anywayz, it's not everyday that u hear of such news, u know...? i mean one in a day is oredi quite special...moreover i heard two...quite amazing la...i tot...and maybe i will rub off some of that luck....? haha...no la...kidding...
seriously i am not even sure if i am ready for such commitments...though i do feel i wan to settle down wif my bf... *blush* but such things cannot be rushed one... me and him only together for like 8 mths...dun even know if that's enuff time to know each other well...but ok la, i feel we do understand each other to a certain extent...considering we were frens for ard 2 yrs before getting together....
got to know him thru the internet..quite funny... was fate which brought us together i feel... we got to know each other thru this dating website called Singaporecupid.com. SO PAISEH! haha...initially, when we were frens, we refused to tell ppl how we got to know each other! haha...cuz i felt it was bit like...*HUH? SO Desperate until need to go know ppl at dating website ar?* haha..but i dunno, i dun regret it though. When i registered wif the site, it was more for fun and getting to know more frens perhaps...not v serious lor... i guess tt's the kind of attitude to hv when joining any similar activities since having high expectations will probably make u miss out some nice people who might not make a very exceptionally good first impression. Always start wif a mentality to make frens first...let things go fr thr... okok...before this becomes an article for SDU, let's go back to my topic... :þ
Anywayz..when we first met, he was oredi attracted to me...me oso abit la...we got quite close...haha...BUT i was really unstable at tt time due to a particularly bad break up, my mood swings were horrible...he cldn't take it and decided not to pursue a rs wif me... i was oso sort of getting bored at tt time i tink...so i guess it juz wasn't the rite time yet... :) but we remained frens since we had common interests and enjoyed similar activities...
During the time when we were frens, i got attached to another guy...i'm not even sure if he was disappointed...but he did know abt it... in spite of tt, we still remained as frens... juz dun meet as often cuz the bf at tt time, hated him... dunno y...haha...but tt rs was not really blissful...laden wif arguments...he was one of the few frens whom i confided in...he was concerned in the beginning...then he got sian of listening when i kept going on and on about the same problems..but cld nvr find solutions... :þ well...tt was the major problem of tt rs, i guess...alot of unsolved problems...
then it ended...but i oso din get particularly close to him after the breakup.. cuz after the previous 2 rs which ended badly...i was emotionally and mentally exhausted...had wanted a long rest... though there were some suitors around at tt time, i felt i needed THE break... and if they do like me enuff, they will wait for me to be truly ready...this is wat i firmly believe... so i juz dated ard, have frenly outings..chiong and hv fun... of cuz also go out wif current bf la... not really c\sure if we met v often though... when i let loose, i seldom rem things... haha...juz live life carefreely! :þ
But i rem one thing which was quite funny... he was my PHBF, short for public holiday boy friend...before he became my permanent bf.. WHY? cuz we always go out on public holidays...and oh...maybe it wld be better for him to tell...cuz my memory seem to be getting worse...haha.. he shld rem the reason! :)
anywayz...now i'm happy...though i look forward to THE QN and THE ROCK! not really in a hurry la... can't be oso...cuz my bf always take his own sweet time one...cannot be hurried kind... i gan jiong oso no use... he got his plans and so i juz got to trust him and man man dan lor... :þ
But I thought it might just be the season for proposals wor...cuz i heard two yesterday... one was my JC fren' sista (2 yrs younger than me but bf my age) and the other, my Pri Skool fren's gd fren ( my age)...distant fren... but i still do know her la... more recently for my Pri Skool fren's wedding, we were jie meis together... ;)
Anywayz, it's not everyday that u hear of such news, u know...? i mean one in a day is oredi quite special...moreover i heard two...quite amazing la...i tot...and maybe i will rub off some of that luck....? haha...no la...kidding...
seriously i am not even sure if i am ready for such commitments...though i do feel i wan to settle down wif my bf... *blush* but such things cannot be rushed one... me and him only together for like 8 mths...dun even know if that's enuff time to know each other well...but ok la, i feel we do understand each other to a certain extent...considering we were frens for ard 2 yrs before getting together....
got to know him thru the internet..quite funny... was fate which brought us together i feel... we got to know each other thru this dating website called Singaporecupid.com. SO PAISEH! haha...initially, when we were frens, we refused to tell ppl how we got to know each other! haha...cuz i felt it was bit like...*HUH? SO Desperate until need to go know ppl at dating website ar?* haha..but i dunno, i dun regret it though. When i registered wif the site, it was more for fun and getting to know more frens perhaps...not v serious lor... i guess tt's the kind of attitude to hv when joining any similar activities since having high expectations will probably make u miss out some nice people who might not make a very exceptionally good first impression. Always start wif a mentality to make frens first...let things go fr thr... okok...before this becomes an article for SDU, let's go back to my topic... :þ
Anywayz..when we first met, he was oredi attracted to me...me oso abit la...we got quite close...haha...BUT i was really unstable at tt time due to a particularly bad break up, my mood swings were horrible...he cldn't take it and decided not to pursue a rs wif me... i was oso sort of getting bored at tt time i tink...so i guess it juz wasn't the rite time yet... :) but we remained frens since we had common interests and enjoyed similar activities...
During the time when we were frens, i got attached to another guy...i'm not even sure if he was disappointed...but he did know abt it... in spite of tt, we still remained as frens... juz dun meet as often cuz the bf at tt time, hated him... dunno y...haha...but tt rs was not really blissful...laden wif arguments...he was one of the few frens whom i confided in...he was concerned in the beginning...then he got sian of listening when i kept going on and on about the same problems..but cld nvr find solutions... :þ well...tt was the major problem of tt rs, i guess...alot of unsolved problems...
then it ended...but i oso din get particularly close to him after the breakup.. cuz after the previous 2 rs which ended badly...i was emotionally and mentally exhausted...had wanted a long rest... though there were some suitors around at tt time, i felt i needed THE break... and if they do like me enuff, they will wait for me to be truly ready...this is wat i firmly believe... so i juz dated ard, have frenly outings..chiong and hv fun... of cuz also go out wif current bf la... not really c\sure if we met v often though... when i let loose, i seldom rem things... haha...juz live life carefreely! :þ
But i rem one thing which was quite funny... he was my PHBF, short for public holiday boy friend...before he became my permanent bf.. WHY? cuz we always go out on public holidays...and oh...maybe it wld be better for him to tell...cuz my memory seem to be getting worse...haha.. he shld rem the reason! :)
anywayz...now i'm happy...though i look forward to THE QN and THE ROCK! not really in a hurry la... can't be oso...cuz my bf always take his own sweet time one...cannot be hurried kind... i gan jiong oso no use... he got his plans and so i juz got to trust him and man man dan lor... :þ
Nonsensical 芩 babbling sexily on and on @ 9/29/2005 11:06:00 PM
3 Sexy Soul(s) babbling:
At Thu Sep 29, 11:49:00 PM GMT+8,
Anonymous said…
Great to noe you finally really foound the one!
DW, get the hint? Start preparing, ya...? :D
At Sun Oct 02, 11:00:00 PM GMT+8,
Anonymous said…
hey... tat's what i meant lah. when i said i haven't really heard u say things in this way before :)
after u went for ur salsa the rest were asking why we bother to read and write... then i kinda used ur last entry as example of something u never tell us but cos i read then know mah... :)
-ame-
At Tue Oct 04, 08:47:00 AM GMT+8,
芩 said…
Ame...u mean this entry is an ego booster for dw? no leh...i tot the previous one, perfect man, was the one... haha..
hmm...if ever we got to the same topic as the one mentioned in the blog, i wld say the same thing la...juz tt we nvr ya? i v honest one... ;)
So did the rest rush to read my blog? hahaha... :þ
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