Was the previous week shorter? Or.....???
Ya...it was a busy week, tt's y it seemed short, i guess...haven't written anything for more than a week.
Last week, my boss went home for holidays...she's from Hong Kong... But onctrary to popular belief, that when the bosses are not around, the employees can all relac...cuz bo jeng hu...cats not ard, mice can come out pray pray.... No wor! when my boss not ard, cuz i 2nd in command...i hv to run the office leh. these r the times tt i get more busy...
But still ok la...now is not busy period...so still can handle...this time only 1 wk ma. the last time she went for operation, was on MC for 3 wks....i also can handle, no problems... haha...i guess tt's y i find my job more and more unchallenging....cuz can handle oredi... :þ
i am still looking for a new job...yes...still... either i am so lousy or my frens aren't doing a good job in looking out for job lobangs for me... haha...i tink it's the latter wor! no frens help leh....haha...i oso trying la. been sending out resumes also... must be some probs wif my resume/cover ltr...also...got to review...else y so long got no response one? *sob sob*
This morning, NQ was telling me that over the wkend, she read something which reminded her tt she has the choice of starting each day on a happy or unhappy note...and though it wasn't the first time she read this message, it was the first time, she felt she got to do it... cuz she also had been rather depressed/frustrated with her job situation...mostly to do wif boss' crankiness... I know i had been rather difficult to get along wif oso, partly cuz of work frustrations and partly due to a drop in self-confidence fr lack of responses to my job applications... :'( and the worst hit is my bf...poor man... but i know he's been trying his best to keep me happy... got to thank him here! *muakz* haha...
Anywayz, back to that quote abt starting each day with a happy mood...i juz find it difficult la.... sigh...cuz i got to drag my feet to work every morning... then do lotsa meaningless work...sigh... JUZ KILL ME! JUZ KILL ME!! :(
Nothing i can do now, except to be more diligent in revamping my resume/cover ltr and sending out job applications.... I must do it...no matter wat...
And when i do, i might be able to take a break before starting the next job....nuaz for a wk or 2.... :)
JIA YOU!
Last week, my boss went home for holidays...she's from Hong Kong... But onctrary to popular belief, that when the bosses are not around, the employees can all relac...cuz bo jeng hu...cats not ard, mice can come out pray pray.... No wor! when my boss not ard, cuz i 2nd in command...i hv to run the office leh. these r the times tt i get more busy...
But still ok la...now is not busy period...so still can handle...this time only 1 wk ma. the last time she went for operation, was on MC for 3 wks....i also can handle, no problems... haha...i guess tt's y i find my job more and more unchallenging....cuz can handle oredi... :þ
i am still looking for a new job...yes...still... either i am so lousy or my frens aren't doing a good job in looking out for job lobangs for me... haha...i tink it's the latter wor! no frens help leh....haha...i oso trying la. been sending out resumes also... must be some probs wif my resume/cover ltr...also...got to review...else y so long got no response one? *sob sob*
This morning, NQ was telling me that over the wkend, she read something which reminded her tt she has the choice of starting each day on a happy or unhappy note...and though it wasn't the first time she read this message, it was the first time, she felt she got to do it... cuz she also had been rather depressed/frustrated with her job situation...mostly to do wif boss' crankiness... I know i had been rather difficult to get along wif oso, partly cuz of work frustrations and partly due to a drop in self-confidence fr lack of responses to my job applications... :'( and the worst hit is my bf...poor man... but i know he's been trying his best to keep me happy... got to thank him here! *muakz* haha...
Anywayz, back to that quote abt starting each day with a happy mood...i juz find it difficult la.... sigh...cuz i got to drag my feet to work every morning... then do lotsa meaningless work...sigh... JUZ KILL ME! JUZ KILL ME!! :(
Nothing i can do now, except to be more diligent in revamping my resume/cover ltr and sending out job applications.... I must do it...no matter wat...
And when i do, i might be able to take a break before starting the next job....nuaz for a wk or 2.... :)
JIA YOU!
4 Sexy Soul(s) babbling:
At Wed Sep 14, 10:36:00 AM GMT+8, Anonymous said…
yoz gal.. ya.. u decide ur own mood.. every situation is a choice... every action u take is a choice... its hard for me too.. but each time i feel like i am flaring up or getting depressed or watsoever cranky mood, i tell myself i am the only one who can choose which mood i wan to be in and whether i wanna so and so to affect my mood...
but well.. its damn hard... i agree...
At Wed Sep 14, 11:19:00 AM GMT+8, 芩 said…
ya...it's really hard...esp now that i find it more and more frustrating to work in the present environment... :(
All the best for both our job search!
At Sun Sep 18, 05:32:00 PM GMT+8, oceanskies79 said…
Hi, I got to know of your blog through Goldilock's.
Yes, Jia You. May you find something that would delight you and bring you contentment. Life is too precious to live it feeling meaningless.
At Sun Sep 18, 09:25:00 PM GMT+8, 芩 said…
Hi oceanskies79...nice of you to drop by!
i agree tt life is short....it's juz tt life's not always u wan it to be...i'm tring to make the most of it though...maybe this is one of those down times tt i have to go thru...
thanks for the encouragement anywayz! :)
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