Today is a special day...

ok la...not like EXTREMELY special...i juz looked at the date and remembered that it's the bday of the first guy i liked.. tt was in sec skool...

haha...i liked him cuz he seemed so funny... v humourous... but he's the loud loud kind, v different fr me. I was a v shy and quiet girl in the lower sec... I was a SHY girl but daring too! haha... liked him since sec 1...and actually wrote a card to tell him tt i like him in sec 2.. madness! haha.. sent it to his house mailbox... P/S: Got other guys like me one ok! I con't to like him...but of cuz din reject other guys la...at tt time, it's mostly frens only ma, unless they really open mouth and say like...die die oso must ti gong ya? :þ *Shit! I getting so hokkien...must be influence from some lemony fruit... hehe...*

Cuz i am quite a cute girl...he told me tt he liked me too...i mean..how serious can love be in sec skool? nothing came out of this though...

in fact i nvr got attached during sec skool days at all...always nearly but nvr...haha...tink no guys got enuff guts to be my bf...i was TOO HOT! :þ haha...no la..tink i was too shy and subtle...ppl get the feeling tt i am not v int...

Back to that guy...anywayz...he changed after we got to JC...tink he got abit weird...not sure y... we sort of lost touch after JC...

Until after i got into UNI...we sort of bumped into each other...i even forgot how... and we went out, juz to catch up... he actually asked if i wanna be his gf until he left for germany for studies... YES, he was tt mad...and weird! wat makes him tink i wld agree...haha... :þ

i oso got to know that he was having probs at home...parents not getting along wif each other.. bro is not straight... stuff like tt... maybe that was y he changed during JC times... he might hv needed support but cldn't find any true frens... sigh...

Now we have lost touch again...i wsh him well and Happy Birthday...wherever he is now! :)