source of strength...

who is good? who is bad?

what is right? what is wrong?

who determines all these anyway?

the office is empty...and i cldn't control my emotions for a moment...and the tears flowed...for a brief moment...

i feel like a zombie...lifeless... controlling my emotions, unable to let go...

i can be happy...i can be sad... but who's looking inside...? many things can happen on the surface...but wat's really inside....?

maybe it's work making me crack...maybe it's a lack of emotional support... this job is so tough that i had needed so much support rite fr the beginning....

the source was transferred ard... recently i had not managed to find 1...perhaps tt's y i am so so weak recently...

i believe i hv strength within... but i need someone to support me emotionally...

if i did not hv strength...i wldn't hv been able to survive till now...but i was always able to find some kind of support...

this time...the people i can trust r either unable to give me support at this pt, or i am not giving them a chance to give me support.... and i am oso not willing to find juz any other source again...

can't i be strong enuff for once to be able to support myself through this?

r all human beings so weak?