Old Old posts..

Have been reading the ones from Oct 04 onwards..now at Mar 05 and it's getting late so gg to sleep..

will con't tml..

But I same across a few of the entries in Feb-Mar 05..about amrriage...

I think I have forgotten about all these thoughts i had... it's really scary how people can change..with life experiences, work experiences etc...

i have to find tt person back... i tink i have lost my way...throwing myself totally into work...

I have to admit tt the early days were sweet...but if things dun last..it's as gd as nvr happen at all...it's supposed to last a lifetime...but sometimes it doesn't...

it's crazy but i am angry...tt no one pulled me back from watever hole i was digging myself...esp the one who is supposed to be thr for me for everything and through anything...

not possible tt i will change my mind...