It's May again..

It's the month of May again...how fast...time been racing ever since i joined my current company..

in a brink of eye, 2 years is over...was on contract now permanent.. but no difference to me, except if there was retrenchment, i get benefits.. *shrugs* but do i really care about that? maybe...if i was gg to work here long enuff..

May brings a lot of memories...all kinds...gd and bad. i used to like May cuz means my birthday's coming... *can refer to the counter at the top of this page* but ever since a few years ago...May brings bad memories... I am not particularly bothered by it anymore...but it's juz that May juz isn't the same anymore and birthdays aren't as happy anymore...

shall not blog abt tt again. tink i blogged abt this thing last year... but i can't help it cuz May juz reminds me of it... wat a pity...

Anyway..someone's joined the dept to share my load..hurray! at least i tink i wld hv abit more time now...

at the moment...i'm having some probs...tink it's difficult to understand how my dept works especially cuz the person used to work in another dept...the system juz isn't the same and the jobscope etc also. i guess the person got to understand this and I'm going to work at that... sometimes i wonder if getting someone brand new would have been easier. But i guess it's more of a person's attitude? and openness? Nonetheless, i'm working on tt...

next 2 days i'm attending a workshop on performance appraisal...training to be an appraiser although prob not gg to appraise anyone this year...in future maybe... let's see wat I will learn...

according to lillian too's book, this month is not a gd month for me.. :( which i am starting to feel... plus somehow the body isn't doing tt well also...next month will be btr! must jia you..

Oh...and this year got to be careful of gossips! sigh...something which i felt may be caused due to my wrong decision... i hope it won't be too damaging! really dun like dealing with such things...

ok...time to stop my weekly rumblings..

1 week and 2 days more! i got to attend a meeting on that day! means can't take leave...quite pathetic hor? shall just rest on 19th then since it's a public holiday.. haha..