Stressed out..

I'm beginning to wonder again if anyone cares about whether things go well anot..

if anyone cares whether things are done, not done, done in the proper way, done but not proper and who cares...

if anyone bothers to even stop and tink if things are done well or how better things can be done...

if anyone wants to do things better or even do anything...

why do the 2 sides juz not wan to cooperate? work together? for the common cause...

i wld think that many ppl wld hv lost the faith if i hv... i always tink i am one of the more optimistic ppl ard...

maybe come 1st feb, half the people wld be gone... if only i can be optimistic and say the gd ppl will stay...

and even when i'm not toking big picture, like the whole company...even within the dept...if everyone does their work properly and thoroughly, it would be so much easier for everyone else...instead of waiting for ppl to pick up your bits and pieces as you leave them in ur trail... everyone has their own part to do... really...and 8 hrs in office is not enuff when u need to finish ur work and other ppl's work.. :S

getting so tired...

maybe even i shld throw the towel soon... this is too draining a job...

you know you are too involved in your job when u r on MC and u keep thinking about work and wakes up in the middle of the night, tink abt work and ur dreams are filled with the same work...