Mixed feelings...

Met Marcus for lunch! he's doing well in his career now, mostly cuz of his own effort and resourcefulness! which is great. i tink he has changed a great deal in recent yrs/mths... more and more of a go-getter nowadays...which is good cuz tt's how u get ahead in life, and work...etc...

but i tink my reaction to his successes was lukewarm...not because i am not happy for him! trust me, i am...juz tt as i am listening to him, i can't help tinking abt myself and how my career is not gg anywhr...i feel.

have tot of toking to someone who can advise me on wat kind of job i might be suitable for actually... cuz i feel, till now...none of the jobs i have had interest me very much. it's mostly juz ok...not like OOoooOOhhh i love my job kind! sigh...

so how? who can i tok to? anyone to recommend?