lost...

now that i finally got wat i need - a break.

am not sure wat i wld be doing. shld 1 plan or not plan?

am oso unsure about the future... not having a job to return to....

suddenly it oso seems that i am back to zero. wat do i wanna do next? back in admin in edu industry? do smtg else? or like some ppl say - start a biz?

now it's beginning to seem better to have a job and something to focus on, instead of letting the mind go free....

especially for someone who doesn't like making decisions...